Darkest Life

I would always wonder where the love in my life had gone, one day it was there and then all of a sudden it had disappeared. I walked around not knowing what love even felt like anymore. You changed the direction that I was going in. I wanted to be sad and to give up but you would not let that happen. You opened your arms and your heart. I layed on your bed and you layed down next to me. You looked me in my eyes, no words were spoken and I knew just how you felt about me. You came closer and layed your head on my chest and put your arm across me. I then put my arm around you and held you so close to me. Whats going on I first thought but then it happened. I felt my heart release this warmth that I had not felt for so very long. All I wanted to do was to lay there and hold you as long as possible. Please oh please let this women be mine I thought to myself. Time had passed and you looked at me, once again our eyes were locked on each other. Your beautiful eyes called to me, I went for the kiss. The touch of your lips  on mine was so soft, I felt as if i was butter melting under high heat. I was consumed by you, my heart had a jump start. We layed there in bed and kissed for an hour straight. It was so slow and soft, we took our time on each other. It didnt feel like obligation or force of habit, this was natural. You brought back the life in me and I was truly happy. Could it be, this woman has awakened my love that was lost so many years ago. The sweet affection that I had longed for had finally arrived. When we finally took a break from kissing I could not say anything except 4 word, "Will you be mine?". You smiled at me and said yes, I was once again complete. The missing love has returned to me in the soul of my new love. Each day that passes now I think of you, you are one with me. You are in my life and you do not want to go away. Closer and closer we get and I know that there is nothing that will stop us from growing.