Darkest Life

I was in my car and i could not help but look at you sitting by the bus loading area. I seen sadness in you and I also felt it. I know that what I was doing was so damn wrong. You were hurting and all i was thinking was getting attention from my ex. Here sat my girlfriend, the one that cared and loved me, the one that seen the good in me. So many nights we would fight and I just seen you as being a bitch, the truth is that you just wanted your baby to love you. I continued t...

High on life is what I thought that I was and now I see that the image that I had is nothing more than just an image. This reality that I thought was real is not. At times of anger and frustration we all tend to say and do things that mimic the truth of our minds. I am a slave to all of my feelings and I am now the most lost person that I know. If i go one way, I look back and wish that I went the other. What way is right? When is the right time to fight and the time for us to let go? Each da...

I can see you as soon as I walk through the doors from work

You are laying on the sofa with your face down in the pillow

Why is the love of my life so upset?, what has happened?

I sit next to you and kiss the back of your head

You turn over and look at me, your eyes are full of tears

To my surprise you ...

I know what kind of person that you are, you fool all that you come in contact with

I was your fool, blinded by your beauty and what you can sexually do for me

No longer am I tricked into doing what you want

This day was my very last straw, i can see you for who you are

Your tales of life being hard on you do not phase me

Do not call on my love if you are not prepared to use it

So many want my attention and i give it all to you

It is over, now I will ...

I do not feel sad, I do not feel pain

Nothing can touch me, not the darkness or the rain

Look at me now as you looked at me before

You can't hide from me so open that door

The pressure is on and I am coming strong now

Learn to live, learn to survive, life is to be enjoyed or else you'll drown

Forever and always is what we are use to hearing

Remember my words because I am the one you'll be fearing

Unstoppable and definitely uncontrollable

I...

My heart beat increased and I felt myself starting to fall down. My breathing became too damn hard to do, what is happening to me? I look over to my right and i see pieces of my heart laying on the ground. I feel a tear rolling down my face as i feel the seconds counting down. I am dying inside, please someone call a doctor, come save me. I am trying to gather the pieces of my heart but those pieces break into smaller pieces. Noooo I need you, someone out there help me. No one hears my calls ...

I would always wonder where the love in my life had gone, one day it was there and then all of a sudden it had disappeared. I walked around not knowing what love even felt like anymore. You changed the direction that I was going in. I wanted to be sad and to give up but you would not let that happen. You opened your arms and your heart. I layed on your bed and you layed down next to me. You looked me in my eyes, no words were spoken and I knew just how you felt about me. You...

I use to look up to you and want nothing more than to be around you. Days have gone by and the nights become more lonely. I look to you to come and rescue me from this dark place. I call on you, I beg you, I tell you that I need you. Your response to my cries are not met with even a simple reply. I have found myself becoming stronger, I need you less each day. The joy that I receive does not come from you. I have found a new light in my life and you are slowly being replaced...